Sunday, May 4, 2008
i'm half dead. i cant stop coughing and i totally feel like someone whose lungs are as small as cherries.
but anw, i have to keep to my promise to You, so yea.
on fri day, abt 2am??? i woke up and started shivering like some drug addict. the strange thing was that i wasnt feeling cold at all!In fact, i was sweating. so i got abit worried cause i dunno whether it was because of the medicine i took, since i have a darn weak tummy that only can take the best la.hahahah. so i started praying to Jesus and i just begged him to bless my tiny weeny stomach cause i didnt want to die yet. i know it sounds stewpid, like wth would die right. but trust me, the shivering just made all my muscles go through continuous contracting and relaxing and soon my back muscles were just... going to die. anw, i just kept talking to God, telling him that i wanted and needed my sleep, so he just had to heal me. ~5mins of praying, nth happened. i just continued to shake and shake. then, i suddenly remembered pastor How's preaching: Jesus supplies the seeds for us to sow, not with the product we want. When we sow, we reap. Just like Hannah in the Bible. She promised to give the best thing to God, and God gave her what she desired for-a son. (Go read 1Samuel1:11 and u'll noe what she sown.) So i suddenly thought of Hannah that night/morning and decided to promise God that if he would heal me and give me rest, i would tell the world of his miracles. And indeed, Sowing releases the miracles of God. Immediately after i said amen, i stopped shivering and even stopped sweating. and i had a peaceful night!!!woots.
Jesus, u are really the almighty one.
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